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I hate myself,
The way I look,
The way I feel,
The way I can’t speak my mind,
When it really counts,
The way I hurt so much inside,
Just can’t find the happiness I seek,
The way I make others feel,
Like shit.

The way I wish I could just lay down,
Sleep,
Be at peace,
For once in my life.

I hate,
The way others think I try,
To fail,
To hurt,
To be disrespectful.

I hate,
That I feel like I mean,
Nothing,
To anyone.

I hate,
The way I get forgotten,
Like homework in the back of a folder.

I hate,
That I am,
Nothing.
Drake, Hetchin

I hate myself more than anyone else,
More than anything else in the universe,
For reasons which very few know,
And for others that no-one will ever find out,
Other people hate me or dislike me,
But they don't know the battle going on inside,
The only reason I'm still alive,
Is because I'm too scared to kill myself,
I punish myself constantly for what I've done,
I just want one day to be able to pull the trigger,
Or slash the knife and let the blood I've so often seen run free,
Some way to let me experience the peace of oblivion,
And to end all my problems once and for all,
The problem is I still have reason to live,
Friends and family who'll miss me,
The fools that they are,
And also people I can help,
Who need someone who understands or trys to,
To stop them from reaching this hell,
So they never have to experience the pain of self hate.
Drake Hetchin

Im a loser...and you know i hate my life and everything everyone likes im the loser and you cant deny it

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