Light...I'm not gonna be around to protect you from Kimura anymore. I need you to be strong and always remember...where ever there is Light...there is dark. And where ever there is Dark...there is light ^^. You too are like a brother to me. I have watched you grow from a scared and insecure kid to a funny and outgoing one. Maybe one day you will finally beat me but then again not likely hehe...We are opposites me and you. But you always seem to find a way to bring out the good in me. I guess that's why I'm Dark and your Light...in a way...we kinda need each other...well ^^Stay strong bro.
BOOKS
Sumaru...as I grow stronger, you do too. We have known each other long enough to be considered brothers...We have been through some tough times but we pulled through and overcame our obstacles. We helped each other push forward and we shall continue to do the same for the rest of our lives. If either you or Light die...Then I die too...But that's not likely as long as we all have each other...and hey I'll be looking forward to our next fight...as I said to light...stay strong bro.
Alone...it's the way I've always been and the way I'll always stay.
I DON'T LIKE
The fact that most of my friends from this website are all gone and will probably never come back.
Being put on the spot by my friends or family in a public place (usually done by my crazy uncle who can care less about what others think of him.)
My uncle at times...its like when he compares my
life to his he says all the thing he's done that I obviously know I wouldn't ever do. Then there's the public humiliations which I don't mind sometimes but I mean come on...trying to get me slapped or something geez .< . We get into arguments but it usually ends in a stalemate and with me losing some form of privilege(Internet for ex.). There's some other things I can't stand about him but rather not say. One thing I find both funny and scary is that he said when I was younger I was his apprentice...thank god I moved. I can't see myself being like my uncle X.X
I don't like being stuck or constricted in one place without being able to do something else. Im always stuck at home so I cherish the moments I get to spend outside or with my friends.
I don't like thinking of the death of one of my friends. If they were to die their place in my heart would surely bring pain to me and I'd lose a part of myself. I'd rather be hurt then see one of my friends hurt.If they die a part of me dies with them.
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I don't like me...I hate me and what I did...I hurt so many people...all my friends that used to come on this site. They waited for me and I didn't even bother to realize how much pain I was causing them. Now that they are gone, I know how it feels to miss them so much...The idea of never being able to say sorry or goodbye...or ever laugh with them again makes me bite my lip and clench my fists...It hurts me and makes me feel guilty. Whenever I came to them with a problem they had a solution...Whenever I wanted to get away from reality they helped me...they made me feel like I had friends...like I had a family...So when you look at me....don't think you know me cause you don't until I have told you everything. You know how they say "Don't judge a book by it's cover"...Yea well this is a book that has to be read to the end in order to be understood...
ABOUT ME
I'm full of flaws and mistakes...I have a tendency of hurting the people dearest to me. I get jealous easily.I'm currently being tormented by my family and I noticed I haven't been myself lately. Give it time...eventually I'll be back to my old and cheerful self. Don't give up on me.
Things are brightening up slowly for me. Still have to clear somethings up and I'm still changing. I've got my friends to help me through it though so I know I can do it. I'm shy at first but when I get comfortable with you I can open up. Feel free to message me anytime you want I don bite. Oh and another thing I'm extremely jealous D:It's actually another thing I'm currently working on.
:3. As for me well sakura means the world to me...I love her so much. I Hope she finds the guy of her dreams.
I don't want to get things confused He said he'd never settle for some girl he couldn't use So now I gotta call the doctor So he can prescribe me medication So I can deal with all the memories of being here this way.
In case you were wondering I can't get comfortable in my own skin But it was bound to happen.
I'm afraid that we're wasting away 'cause we're all sleeping in circles or talking ?!@# in diners and I've been better, but I'm feeling okay I'm not even sad anymore I'm just so tired most nights.
And I've been drowning my sorrows in Lucky Charms and soy milk For the record, I'm not vegan, I just prefer the taste We're getting pretzels with Fireworks at midnight.
For now I’ll learn and settle for less. Shut my eyes and get some rest. Feel the pulse beneath this sunken chest. And maybe one day I can be there for you.
Try to tell me that you knew from the start That I would come to know that most would never enter my heart Because I'm colder than the others It's what sets me apart.
Signed, Ayari. (That one girl you don't really care about to begin with)
Oh my gosh, I'm so happy to hear that ^-^ cause you are a handsome devil my friend, a true lady killer C:
Dude you can tell me anything, I've been feeling tired too :I but because other reasons.
Memories are fun, I can barley remember any of them, so you should tell me some stories of out foolishness sometime?:0
I shall always check on you until the end of time! Because you are my brother no matter what happens and I hope I'm always your sister no matter what stupid stuff I do ^-^" heh.
I have always cared about you. Always have always will.
Really? It's gotten better? Why do I always feel like sakura and i made you miserable?
Well I'm fine. My relationship is great! Like really super fantastically great (sorry to sound so girly and stupid about it ^^") I have some news...Hmm I might (keyword here: MIGHT) be pregnant. :0 no lie my friend.
Sakura's sakura. Living in a fantasy world. Only talking to a few close friends, family, and me. She's so quiet now, It's weird. Probably because she's on medication now (long story).
Keep your head up. Things will clear. You're ment for something in this life other wise you wouldn't be here. I love you with every fiber in my body Christian. I hope you get better and one day understand you don't all ways have to be alone and that you can open up your heart to someone other than me and ntanzi. Stay positive.
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