like poem..
I locked away my heart But you just set it free Emotions I felt held me back from what my life should be
by Singian





I Miss
I miss the shine
Of your ruby red eyes
The leathery feel of your face
Your breath on my neck
And the points of your teeth
As you come unto me for a taste.
by Singian



You Embrace the lust
You Embrace the pain
You Embrace it until tears fall like rain
You sit and wait for a calm in your brain
Wait so patient and still the silence drives you insane
You Embrace the pain
You Embrace the lust
You run toward the very thing that turns your heart to dust
Why do you set yourself up for a fall
Go so deep your skin starts to crawl
Start to run but never get anywhere
The thought of going nowhere is too much to bear
So embrace it with every drop of tears
Embrace it.....You still have so many more years.
by Singian





Under the cloak of happiness

Every time you cry your crimson tears,
My heart breaks, sending it
Crashing among the shattered
Glasses that had yet to be
Filled by your Love and Beauty.
Every time I watch you
Slip into the silent ebony night,
I remember that we can never
Be together.
Every time I feel your silk-smooth lips
Press against mine,
Or feel your pearl white fangs sink into my skin
Taking out rushes of blood,
My heart soars into the abyss of happiness
That fills my soul.
Every time I see you embrace the
One that claimed your love,
My blood runs cold at the realization that
You don’t feel the same way

anime and manga r the best!!!! i like vampire movies and war movies



look closely and you can see the scars......
there are no bruises
and no broken bones
she seems the picture of the perfect child
but if you look closely you can see how
rejection, fear and constant humiliation have
left scars that have tragially affected her childhood
so now only a shattered spirit remains
and the light of laughter has gone oout.
remember that words hit as hard as a fist..

by Singian

just about any type of rock exept soft rock and that old stuff!!

A Love Deferred

To find the perfect word
One that would but express
Her beauty is yet unheard
So profound; preposterous to condense

A frame so slight
Possessed pulchritude
A smile of light
Sweet sardonic attitude

An innocuous purity
Beyond eyes of twilight
Golden hair revelry
A voice poetic, hardly trite

She moves with such grace
Each action sublime
An alluring lyric to embrace
A touch blissfully divine

Poetry in motion
To coin an old phrase
An orgasmic ocean
A heart broken and razed



Never Knowing

U will never know,
How ugly I feel inside.
To just sit here one day,
And lay down and cry.
When some people call me mean names,
It seems like I don't care.
But really,
The feelings of hurt are always there.
People say that I am not ugly,
And that I am wrong.
But it's hard to agree,
After so long.
U will never know the feelings,
That have been here for years.
These feelings,
That have caused most of my tears.
U will never know the feeling,
Of not being loved.
To sit there and cry,
To be yelled at and shoved.
I want you,
To just be there for me.
Because this will take a while,
For me to be free.
To be free from the feeling inside of me,
The feeling of being ugly.
Please, I know u will never know,
But understand I won't let it show.
Beneath my smiles, laughter and cheers,
There is a person inside that fears.
Of being lonely and not having anybody

any christian feehan books!!


My Hole

inside its dark
just the way i like
its deep, making it hard to breathe
when i decide to escape
the walls are too steep
there is no one to help me
i'm too weak to help myself
my fingers don't hold
so i'm stuck, in my hole
like always



Vampire I

One thousand years ago
I made a choice.
I chose to be beautiful,
to be be eternal,
to fly like I dreamed of flying.
The velvet night was
always my best friend -
my confidante, my solace
my keeper, my protector
my cloak, my haven and
my home.
To come home to night
was good and true.
And to this day
I stand in front of windows
(old or modern, wood or steel),
flung wide open, curtains blowing,
breathing in the scents, the sounds
the sights of night,
so totally alive,
so beckoning, so siren calling
to the deepest, widest sense
of what is I.

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music:emo rock ,punk rock ,rock,metal..... ,tv, sleeping,walking,playing video games, reading!!!
dethklok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

onions. ppl that think there better then other. ppl that think emos punks and goths r stupid...
stuk up sonsof *****s!!! and i dont like dolls..

my name..is cindy
i love japanese ppl and there language...
i like to hang out with ppl i never pick fights with ppl unless they provok me..
i luv to chat with ppl
i like to cook
i like to sit around and just chill
i luv manga anime and i like to draw..
love dethklok
metal i think is way better then punk and emo music!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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