**Listing To A Stray Child from .hack//sign**

At that moment i didnt want to belive anything you said. I just kept on telling myself that soon everything will be okay. I guess I was only fooling myself but for a second I just wanted it all to be true and not just a figment of my imagination or just some memory that will stay with me for eternity. Honestly you never knew how i really felt. you only said you understand but you never did and you never will. So i guess... This wasnt just a test to see if i was stong enough to move on. it was a sign to prove that know all that we been though im not stong enough. Every passing moment is like im lossing my mind. This game that ive been playing with you wasnt a game you wernt some pawn you were my love, my heart, the reason i smile everyday, and now... your the darkness i fade into. Maybe one day you will come back, maybe you will that promis you broke, but when that day happens i'll be ready for you to do this again. Dought is a funny word and that what you have. Dought everthing and i do everything i say and yet i dont know why you would even dought me like that knowing ive never done anything wrong it was always you. Yea i was messed up in the head but you just made it wose. Im not sure if i should even still love you or i should just start hateing you.

If i could wish apoun a start, I would wish for another chance to prove im the girl for you...

</3Im lost without you and love how it just make me weaker everyday and you dont seem to care. I love how ur always getting mad at me for stupid things and most of all i love it how you tell me you still love me no matter what. That is atlest one lie i can belive for the moment i live.

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