Oh someone please kill me now!

I still have to pack, put oil in my car, air up the tires.... And God knows what else I have to do all today before I leave tonight. I'm freaking out! I hate flying and I hate seeing my mom cry. This sucks!!!

What sucks even more is that my best friend has been getting irritated at all the secrets I'm keeping from her. She's been guilt tripping me about it. Which I guess is my own fault when I say something about something that I have for her and I don't tell her what. But, now it's to a point where I feel absolutly bad about keeping it from her. I'm about to just tell her everything! Hey, love, I'm moving to Kansas to be with you, oh and I have a ring for you because I said I would propose to you when I saw you again. Didn't believe me? SURPRISE!!! *twitch*

I'm going to lose it...

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