It feels like im killing myself.Horrible feelings right now...I'm not encouraging myself. I was so close from getting into a fight....Because of this feeling. Im scattered through this life. If this is life i'll say goodbye.....Why am I doing this? What did they do to make me feel like this?*slams fist on table* Im sick of this! Im sick of those jerks! Im like a loner now! "Maybe you lied to him..."Those words my friend said.Made me think.IM SUCH AN IDIOT! God,i am thinking to much...stop... STOP MY HEART?! Fine! No i can't im a nice person! "I like him to.." she said after...HOW THE HELL WOULD YOU SAY THAT?! She didn't do anything wrong... i wonder how it is to be happy for your whole life...*sighs* This isn't like those shows when stuff happy always happens! stay away from those bad thoughts....at least im in this life!

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