Yo peepzz.. it's me Tisa soo i'll get straight to the point... So, at school there's this guy i like I'm in 8th grade (but i skipped a grade), and he's in 7th grade and his name is Frank(i know.. corny right?). On ther first few weeks after i told one of my "friends" right after school ended, as he wuz walking by to get to the Math club (which my "friend" and i go to) she screamed out "MARIA LIKES YOU!!!!!" and i freaked out and that day wuz reeaally akward... so about a week later, i found out that he likes me alot but i could tell my "friend" cuz she wuz very untrustworthy. and all throughout lunch, orchestra, P.E., and all the club stuff i saw him staring at me... it freeakedd me out and i wuz getting really nervous... but then... one day, it struck me.... one of my other friends ( I'll just call her Pam) started likeing Frank too... when i noticed that, i announced that i stopped liking him to my friends during lunch(so there wouldn't be any hatred btween friends)... but I really regret that now because when he glances over at me (during luch.. we sit @ the same table) Pam would go "OMG OMG OMG!!!! he's looking @ me!!!!!" and then, all my other "friends" at my table would be all like "Pam and Frank!!!" and It hurts eevery time I hear that. It HURTSSSS!!!!! I finally told my friend Izzy (she's probably my 1 and only tru friend over all of the other fakes) what wuz happenning and she tried giving me advice.. but it didn't help... and 2day at lunch the same thind happened. when Frank would look at me, Pam would be all like "OMG he's looking @ me again!!! OMG he's glancing @ me every few seconds" and my other "friends" again would be all like " oh yea!!! u would notice wouldn't u!! U LUV frank and He LUVVS u!!!"  andd that's when i snapped. Icouldn't stand the pressure in my head and slammed the table and i almost started crying (but i did when i got home) I just can't stand thiis anymore!!!!! How can i resolve this??? I dun wanna stand this torture anymore! I already tried twisting my mind into hating him (like i've done once b4 successfully) but it didn't work and I can't stop liking him... I can't do anything cuz of Pam (i dun wanna hurt her feelings)!!!! my head felt like it wuz going 2 explode and i started crying during english and orchestra 2 day!!!!I REALLY NEED ADVICE!!!!!!!

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