Sometimes I feel unwanted.
Unneeded unloved,and useless.
I have no one there.
I am alone in the cold dark night.
I feel so pathetic.
My heart is in pain
My emotional and physical heart.
Maybe it will end.
The physical pain goes on and off.
But the emotional and mental always stay.
I act a big lie just to not always be alone.
If I seem happy I won't always be avoided.
Dark and in pain.
I cry myself to sleep everynight.
Then I hear how others think their life is terrable.
They'd commit suicide if they had to live mine.
I wish they'd stop complaining
they've a good life.
I don't complain about mine
every five seconds.
I'm luck enough to have a house
and not be on the street.
They take too much for granted.
I hope one day
they'll realize how great they had it.
Tags: Poem