drawing
singing
acting
giving nasty look's to people i hate!(it sounds mean but it's so fun!)
writing a list of people i hate lol!(im kidding)
MOVIES
cat's the movie
sweeny todd
bleach the movie
sailor moon movies
AIR tv the movie Clannad
MUSIC
avril lavigne i love her!!!!!!
kokoro
japanese techno
demi levato
miley cyrus
ashley tisdale
katy perry
ayumi hamasaki
S.H.E
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!!!!!!!!
BOOKS
manga
ayashi no ceres
absolute boyfriend
imo doki
sailor moon
toki mecha
bleach
naruto
marmalade boy
deathnote
datte suki nan damon
random walk
kimi shikai iranai
mint na bokura
PXP
marmalade boy
ultra maniac
all works bye wataru yoshizumi
handsome kanojo
kamikaze kaitou jeanne
short tempered melancholy
all works by arina tanemura! lol!
death note!!!!!!
Drawing
acting
singing
piano
poetry(sometimes)
anime
manga
clamp
watase yu
naoko tekeuchi
arina tanemura(she so amazing!!
tite kubo
ai yazawa
wataru yoshizumi (she's amazing to!!)
musical's
lemon's
lemon icream
starbucks!!!!!!!!!(I LOVE STARBUCKS!!)
marmalade boy
death note
random walk
datte suki nan damon
mint na bokura
PXP
I DON'T LIKE
gory manga's/anime's(about psyco people).
bo bo bobobo!!(gosh i that that anime and that manga)!!!
ignorant people
mean people
rude stupid people
most people in general!
myself!
candy
some public pool's(ick!)
stuck up freak idiot dumb stupid people my age!!
church's(even though i go to one!)
happy people who think life is perfect!!
ABOUT ME
i love art it's passion it's fun to express my self through art and try new style's!
also i love to act and sing
being on stage is a passion to i love it!!
am kinda a hypocrite and im pretty mean to people who don't treat me well!
i can be a real A$$ sometimes so don't even go there!
when someone starts something with i plan on finishing it!!
i'm fine i guess, thx for asking ^_^ so how have u been and stuff?
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It's okay, Im fine!
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what's been going on with you?
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Nothing much with me, Im planning on drawing a lot more this year cause i got a few sketch books and some pens.
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ok That's good to hear ^_^
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nothing much really. just same old school. i've been hoping 2010 would be a nicer year for me lol
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oh that's nice!! ^_^ can't wait to see 'em all! i finally got prismacolor pencils but only the 12 color pencil pack lol
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Well, i hope it a better year for you to!
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thats still awesome!
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lol thanks. 2009 was kinda suckish for me
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lol thanks! ^_^ i can't wait to upload some new drawings using them
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Yeah 2009 was kinda suckish for me to.
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Aaawww why?
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XD i know! ^^
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Well, it was just... a little to crazy for me. just a lot happened.
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Aww, why was it suckish for you to?
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Aaaww. I' mreally sorry, I hope stuff goes better for you this year. HOw has 2010 been so far?
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Lots of sad stuff happened I've been depressed about some stuff for like the whole year and spent most of the time crying at night. but this year i want to be less of a crybaby and actualy get over when ppl hurt me.
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XD wat's with the random yahoo? lol it was funny lol
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Sorry about the "yahoo", i just want to make you feel a little better.
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Oh gosh I'm sorry if this keeps up maybe it would help to get a therapist,
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I'm not saying you need one but it definitely helps if you feel like this. talk to you're parents about it or even you're school counselor.
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i've had a some counseling and it's definitely helped quit a bit. you don't deserve to feel like this!
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lol NO need to apologize ^_^ it did make me feel better ^_^ thanks! ^.^
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Yeah me too. I have considered that but I'll need to tell my parents why first though.
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lol It's ok I know what you mean. Sometimes I think I do need one. But I can't tell my parents the stuff on my mind. I just can't. And if I tell the guidance councelor they're gonna try to convince me to tell my parents.
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I see.........but I dndn't know you were hurting too. I'm glad you got some help. You don't deserve to be sad either. And thanks!! ^_^ you're a good friend *hugs* ^-^
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Well, that can be the hard part. once you tell them, it will feel a lot better and then you'll begin to feel more comfortable talking to you're parents about these things.
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you don't have to tell every detail, but just tell them how you feel and that you're tired of feeling like that.
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And getting help is probably the best thing to do.
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I hope it goes well, when you get the courage tell them... i know you will!
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Yeah I guess. BUt i'm n ot sure it'll be important to them. The reason i'm sad is cuz it's my own fault.
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Yeah I know. But I"m still happyI friends like you I can talk to.
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lol I'll try ^_^ Thanks!!!!♥♥
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It's not really you're fault you feel like this, even it is,
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you don't deserve to feel sad and hurt. i sometimes feel like that to and know its really hard not it let it get to you.
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why don't you talk to you're school counselor a few time's and see how it helps, who knows it could make a huge difference, also you said that the counselor will try to convince you to talk to you're parents but the counselor can give you advice and help you with that.
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It's great talking to you to! *hugs*
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Yeah......i often try not to think about it but it's hard
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Yeah....i just hope i get the guts to.....but then i thought maybe i just needed some time or something......i'm not quie sure lol. but really, you've helped me alot. thanks so much for lsitening.
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lol thanks! ^_^ *hugs back* ^_^
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lol I know. ^_^ Thanks!..........though the thing is.....the councelor who sais she'd never tell our parents unless we want to is on vacation now and there's another councelor here isntead....idk if she believes i nthe same thing......lol
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lol Thanks ^_^ you're a really good friend ^_^ *hugs some more* lol XD
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Aw thanks, you're a great friend to. well i geuss if you want to you can wait 'till the one on vacation comes back
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or if you want you go to the other counselor. if i were you i just go to the one now since she probably won't tell you're parents either unless you want.
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Your welcome ^_^ lol thanks ^-^. yeah maybe. or maybe by that time I'll feel better. I think I" mstarting to get over it. For the past few months i was way worse. idk. maybe I need time.
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Yeah. The new one does seem like a nice person. Maybe when whe comes to class I'll ask her how she does her counceling,
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Just do which ever is more comfortable. and that sounds good, just tell her the other counselor won't tell you're parents unless you want and if she does the same thing.
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Yeah i think I will. yeah i might do that! ^_^ thanks! *hugs* lol
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Cool! tell me how it goes!
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lol Yeah. ^_^ we have her classo n Fridays so I might ask her after.
Sorry it took so long to reply. thats awesome. i hope it goes well.
lol that's ok ^_^. thx. i didn't get to ask buth er lesson for the day did help me with some stuff on my mind so i don't think i have to.
Really? that's great! what was the lesson about?
it was about what you do when you're in a conflict cuz at scholol the theme is conflict resolution. and some stuff about forgiveness.
Was it helpful? you did mention having some trouble at school. lol, i sound like a mom.
yeah it did. i agreed with much of what she said. yeah with some friends but i decided to ignore them if they get on my nerves. lol what's wrong with that? ^^
Yeah, there's nothing wrong with that, in fact it's probably one of the best things to do.
you know the singer "kanon wakeshima"?
Yeah lol ^_^
yep!! ^^ i definately know her. she sings the endings of vampire knight ^_^
yeah she's awesome! anyway i've been trying to draw her and it's so mucking hard lol.
oh really? but u can draw anything ^_^ lol. i tried drawing her but in an anime form....i never finished it though XD
thank you!, really? not anything. oh come on finish it! please! i'll finish mine if you finish yours!
your welcome! ^_^ lol well i still think ur awesome at drawing. lol i would but i'm kinda packed with schoolwork -.- i currently have 2 requests i need to finish that i got like......before christmas >.< maybe i can for the easter holiday.>
Aww Thanks! you're awesome to! that's okay come to think of it i don't have much time to draw one either.
lol your welcome ^-^ lol thanks so much! lol. kk. thx for understanding. i wish i had time to draw though. i don't want to start slipping .<
No problem. sometimes i feel when i do have time to draw as soon i start doing it i either get distracted or just end staring at blank page forever. lol.
Same here -_- it's so frustrating. -_- and i feel bad cuz i have 2 art requess to finish for 2 ppl here and it's been months since i was asked
Oh, tell me about it. i had drawing requests were it literally took my lazy ass a YEAR to do it lol.
lol oh wow seriously? XD i suddenly feel better lol jkjk. i'm gonna try to finish 1 this weekend
And sometimes, i didn't even do it... i feel pretty bad about those ones lol. glad i could make you feel better
I got prismacolor pencils (i know took me long enough XD) and the twilight dvd
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Yay, finally. btw:I like you're new profile pic!
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XD i know lol. thanks!! ^_^
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So how is school?
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It's alright for the most part. thx for asking. What about you?
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Well thats good(i think). right now its... well... school! lol.
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lol sorry. i didn't mean to give a confusing answer lol sorry XD. yeah same for me too. i get stressed sometimes. how about u?
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Yeah i get pretty stressed to especially in math! lol.
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XD me too. ever since i changed school i've gotten bad math teachers who can't teach squat and it's so stressful cuz i have to ask my dad to tutor me and i fee like an idiot -.-
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Nah, don't feel like an idiot he's you're dad.
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I know I shouldn't but he has to kep pointing stuff out to me that I would know if i had my old 6th grade teacher. she was a really good teacher.
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Well thats to bad im sorry. i can understand that lol.
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lol thaat's ok ^_^ it's not your fault or anything lol but thx for listening ^^
I get that a lot to, i remember one time in 5th grade i was soooo bad at times tables, that my math was basically all flash cards ha ha, lol.
lol Well it's hard for all of us at a point lol. i'm no good with multiplying in my head lol so times tables is a bother for me too lol omg seriously?
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lol yeah i know. my other problem in math is making simple mistakes.
Yeah my mom gets really annoyed by that.
lo my dad too XD ^_^
Sometimes i think they don't quite understand why it's so hard considering there not in school anymore lol.
yeah i know right!!! and what they did in school is much easier than what we did lol
Yeah, what they did then, is much easier then what we do now.
yeah exactly. i don't get why they act like we have it easy
Sometimes they... forget i guess lol
yeah. they forget too often though lol
I hate there "when i was you're age we didn't have this" lecture
omg i despise that lecture -_- it pissed me off TT.TT
I do to,
"get off the internet and go outside! when was you're age my family didn't even have a computer.. ect!"
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"Turn off that TV and do some homework when i was a kid i was only aloud to watch thirty minutes of Tv a day"
Ugh I get those alot too -_- Some of the ones i get are:
"you think you have alot to do? when i was your age i had to WALK home, clean the entire house, cook and do my homework"
"use the internet for schoolwork!!! when i was young we didn't have internet and had to use a book!"
"what do you mean you don't like it? when i was ur age I had to eat what I got"
-_-
Oh, and don't for the
"You think you go to bed early? i had to go to bed at 7:30 pm and wake up for school at 4 am!"
oh yeah -_- certainly can't forget tht one
oh and also the..
"if you're bored go read a book, that was all i had for entertainment when i was a child. we didn't have video games"
Oh god i here that one all the time!
BTW: sorry it took so long to reply, my mucking internet crashed... again!!
Yeah me too -_-
oh that's ok. i understand. sorry for my late reply too cuz my computer crashed -_-
i'm fine i guess, thx for asking ^_^ so how have u been and stuff?
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ok That's good to hear ^_^
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nothing much really. just same old school. i've been hoping 2010 would be a nicer year for me lol
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oh that's nice!! ^_^ can't wait to see 'em all! i finally got prismacolor pencils but only the 12 color pencil pack lol
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Well, i hope it a better year for you to!
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thats still awesome!
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lol thanks. 2009 was kinda suckish for me
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lol thanks! ^_^ i can't wait to upload some new drawings using them
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Yeah 2009 was kinda suckish for me to.
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Aaawww why?
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Well, it was just... a little to crazy for me. just a lot happened.
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Lots of sad stuff happened I've been depressed about some stuff for like the whole year and spent most of the time crying at night. but this year i want to be less of a crybaby and actualy get over when ppl hurt me.
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XD wat's with the random yahoo? lol it was funny lol
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Sorry about the "yahoo", i just want to make you feel a little better.
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i've had a some counseling and it's definitely helped quit a bit. you don't deserve to feel like this!
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lol NO need to apologize ^_^ it did make me feel better ^_^ thanks! ^.^
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lol It's ok I know what you mean. Sometimes I think I do need one. But I can't tell my parents the stuff on my mind. I just can't. And if I tell the guidance councelor they're gonna try to convince me to tell my parents.
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I see.........but I dndn't know you were hurting too. I'm glad you got some help. You don't deserve to be sad either. And thanks!! ^_^ you're a good friend *hugs* ^-^
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Well, that can be the hard part. once you tell them, it will feel a lot better and then you'll begin to feel more comfortable talking to you're parents about these things.
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I hope it goes well, when you get the courage tell them... i know you will!
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Yeah I guess. BUt i'm n ot sure it'll be important to them. The reason i'm sad is cuz it's my own fault.
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lol I'll try ^_^ Thanks!!!!♥♥
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It's great talking to you to! *hugs*
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Yeah.....idk lol
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Yeah......i often try not to think about it but it's hard
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Yeah....i just hope i get the guts to.....but then i thought maybe i just needed some time or something......i'm not quie sure lol. but really, you've helped me alot. thanks so much for lsitening.
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lol thanks! ^_^ *hugs back* ^_^
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lol I know. ^_^ Thanks!..........though the thing is.....the councelor who sais she'd never tell our parents unless we want to is on vacation now and there's another councelor here isntead....idk if she believes i nthe same thing......lol
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lol Thanks ^_^ you're a really good friend ^_^ *hugs some more* lol XD
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Aw thanks, you're a great friend to. well i geuss if you want to you can wait 'till the one on vacation comes back
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or if you want you go to the other counselor. if i were you i just go to the one now since she probably won't tell you're parents either unless you want.
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Your welcome ^_^ lol thanks ^-^. yeah maybe. or maybe by that time I'll feel better. I think I" mstarting to get over it. For the past few months i was way worse. idk. maybe I need time.
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Yeah i think I will. yeah i might do that! ^_^ thanks! *hugs* lol
Cool! tell me how it goes!
lol Yeah. ^_^ we have her classo n Fridays so I might ask her after.
Sorry it took so long to reply. thats awesome. i hope it goes well.
lol that's ok ^_^. thx. i didn't get to ask buth er lesson for the day did help me with some stuff on my mind so i don't think i have to.
Really? that's great! what was the lesson about?
it was about what you do when you're in a conflict cuz at scholol the theme is conflict resolution. and some stuff about forgiveness.
Was it helpful? you did mention having some trouble at school. lol, i sound like a mom.
yeah it did. i agreed with much of what she said. yeah with some friends but i decided to ignore them if they get on my nerves. lol what's wrong with that? ^^
Yeah, there's nothing wrong with that, in fact it's probably one of the best things to do.
you know the singer "kanon wakeshima"?
Yeah lol ^_^
yep!! ^^ i definately know her. she sings the endings of vampire knight ^_^
yeah she's awesome! anyway i've been trying to draw her and it's so mucking hard lol.
oh really? but u can draw anything ^_^ lol. i tried drawing her but in an anime form....i never finished it though XD
thank you!, really? not anything. oh come on finish it! please! i'll finish mine if you finish yours!
your welcome! ^_^ lol well i still think ur awesome at drawing. lol i would but i'm kinda packed with schoolwork -.- i currently have 2 requests i need to finish that i got like......before christmas >.< maybe i can for the easter holiday.>
Aww Thanks! you're awesome to! that's okay come to think of it i don't have much time to draw one either.
lol your welcome ^-^ lol thanks so much! lol. kk. thx for understanding. i wish i had time to draw though. i don't want to start slipping .<
No problem. sometimes i feel when i do have time to draw as soon i start doing it i either get distracted or just end staring at blank page forever. lol.
Same here -_- it's so frustrating. -_- and i feel bad cuz i have 2 art requess to finish for 2 ppl here and it's been months since i was asked
Oh, tell me about it. i had drawing requests were it literally took my lazy ass a YEAR to do it lol.
lol oh wow seriously? XD i suddenly feel better lol jkjk. i'm gonna try to finish 1 this weekend
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I've been depressed about some stuff for like the whole year and spent most of the time crying at night. but this year i want to be less of a crybaby and actualy get over when ppl hurt me.
