everything..hehe love rock...alternative...some pop...love a song with meaningful lyrics

hangin with friends..sense of adventure...nature..bon fires..photography..parties..laughing..pretty eyes..loud music..thunder storms..sharpies..sunshine..late night phone calls,

rude people..awkward conversations..ingnoring people..not knowing something...people judging you..

well....im courtney...*sigh*...talking about myself bores me...anyway..*deep breath*...ugh..well i love music mostly alternative rock..umm loves to draw but sadly can never get exactly wat i want...ummm...i love meeting new people ..so talk to me..uuh..very outgoing random and fun to be with...and love life..well life in general not exactly mine..well i guess thats it..yay?..xD



Im dangerous
my self confidence is gone
im ready to let loose
im being controlled by a unknown force
stay away
you dont know wats to come
i cant control myself
i feel alone unable to breathe
dont leave me, ill be scared
whats wrong with me?
i wonder that every second i can control myself
i try to be nomal
but im unable to live and unable to think
where has my life gone?
i wonder wat life would be like in a unknown place
i wonder how it will happen
im gasping for breath
calling for help
but noone will come to my rescue
im alone and lost
why should i live? am i living?
i think im in a nightmare, jut sleep walking
i dont care anymore
what my life will become or if it will...
..and im still dangerous

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