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Okay here´s the thing I can´t think right now. I need some type of death defying stunt. Besides russian roulet. Something that seems like fun, but you would never do because of being afraid of death. Please if you can help it would be greatly appreciated. *Edit: I have to clear something up, what I´m looking for is something that is posible to walk out of unscratched... I know, it has my head hurting as well.
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You know that blocking out the sun
with your thumb isn´t possible,
but you smile and try anyway,
you know pig's don´t fly
and rainbows really don´t taste like skittles,
but you´d like to think so.
Even though people tell you to pull your head out of the clouds,
you don´t care;
because in your world,
people fly,
dogs fart the alphabets,
and at the end of every rainbow
there´s not a pot of gold
but a waterfall filled with all the colors
and you bath in it
wishing to bring some color to this pale skin,
but you forgot what you´ve been thought,
the color white is not the absence of color,
but merely all the colors of the rainbow in one.
Tags: Inuderf83 In Your World Friendship
20th of October, 1998 The day was hot; humidity filled the room, mom cooking her signature sweet and sour carrots. The scent of the dish filled my nostrils as a childhood delight. If I close my eyes I could still smell the scent of honey and pepper. Mom could see that I was already circling the kitchen like a shark at his wounded prey. “Honey, your birthday is next month. What do you want me to do for you?” a thousand ideas popped into my head, from my favorite cartoon, to my favorite hero; but one thought just kept coming back, a family eating. 23rd of October, 1998 I didn´t sleep much that night the breeze cut away totally. I ran to my mom´s room as soon as I woke, I remember the worried look she had on her face as she watched the weather channel. “We have to prepare, something bad is coming” 2nd of November, 1998 The storm has passed, the lights are back up and the television is working again. “Mitch dropped historic amounts of rainfall in Honduras, Guatemala, and Nicaragua, with unofficial reports of up to 75 inches, Deaths due to catastrophic flooding made it the second deadliest Atlantic hurricane in history; nearly 11,000 people were killed with over 11,000 left missing…” 28th of November, 1998 It´s finally my birthday, things are starting look the same again. No more rain and best of all the leaves are looking greener than ever, that night it blew a little but not as bad as it was. Mom woke me up with a kiss on the forehead and a birthday wish. I could already smell the chocolate cake baking in the oven; I knew there and then that she had planned something big. My head filled again with the same thoughts I had yet a month ago, in a way I´m glad that I didn´t answer her with “maybe just a family meal.” Since after all of what had just happened a few days ago. This would get my mind of it a bit I guess. I set off to get out of the way playing with some friends who were done informed to have me back by one o´clock that evening. We played along the water edge four hours, we were at war; conch shells as grenades, drift wood as rifles and bathing suits as uniforms. Our imagination got the best of us, things began looking a little too real, and even the bodies that were drifting around us, the distinctive scent they carried they seemed to have been rotting for days now. They´re uniforms began to fade, and reveal shorts and t-shirts; bloated bodies, dead from the hurricane washing up right besides us. Counting in the hundreds they washed up, the vultures covered the sky above. This was surely a birthday to remember.
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Dearest E,
I know it´s been a while since I´ve written you anything, you have to cope with me, I just don´t have the time to think back on all of what we did. Ha that brought back a lot of memories, remember the days on the dock? When we thought that nothing could go wrong. When you would sit there staring at me, the sun shining in those beautiful green marbles you call eyes, how that one drop of the ocean just rolled down your cheek, or at least I hope it was salt water, your marbles did seem a little red. But enough of that lets remember the time I was trying to teach you to sing. Even though you knew that I couldn´t you still wanted to learn just cause it was me. But I can´t stop but think on how gorgeous you looked that day on the dock, the picture of you smiling from ear to ear and how that star up in the sky made your skin glow, and the best part of it was when we sneaked our first kiss out in public. Remember how we hid under the dock, just to share a little peck?
But all in all I miss you and the saddest part is that this letter would never reach you; you never gave me
an address to dot it to.
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Blue eyes spread wide,
he dangles like a doll
a retiring rope wrapped around his neck,
a note drained in his hand,
his last breath "You lied mom, they do hurt."
A couple more struggles and blue eyes were forever out.
That evening his mom found him hanged on the banister,
a video camera caught his every move.
After moaning her son, they viewed the footage
revealing his last words and making sense to the note he left.
"Sticks and stones, didn´t break my bones."
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As the title says, i think that I will head back to DA. The people there are a lot more mature and friendly and well. I get to write lotz, and lotz. So this might be my good bye.
Tags: Inuderf83 Fare Well Back Deviantart
A- Is for Annie, you won cute smile of the year when in fact I think you should have won awesome. B- Is for Brennan we don´t talk much now, but do you remember when we would create worlds in my backyard? Or when I almost broke my hip playing catch with you? C- Is for Corry I see you every day, but still we don´t talk like before. Remember catching the sand fish out where the water broke? D- Is for Dariela, you´re like sunrises always bright and full of happiness and calm & collective at the same time. E- Is for Erick, I remember our first kiss, and how we both trembled. Our nerves had the best of us. F- Is for Fabio, I don´t think I will ever have a better Spanish teacher. I hope you think of me in the same way. G- Is for Gaby, you thought me to smoke, you where my twist of the arm. But I miss you and P.S.: I quit smoking. H- Is for Heliska, what I can say about my friend Heliska. Well you were full of surprises, too bad you had to go. I- Is for Ivan, you where always informed. I loved the fact that if I needed to know something I just had to ask you. J- Is for John, you inspired me to draw, that´s why I love you. K- Is for Krissy, I´m glad that the twins introduced us, now I have a little sister. You have and forever will be one of my best friends. Plus I miss spending all day just talking to you. L- Is for Uncle Leslie, I know that you had a lot of trouble growing up with that name, but just remember that it´s almost, somewhat, a little unique. M- Is for Mila, my other best friend, I miss you guys so much. Why did you have to go off and study? I just long for December to hurry come so I can see you guys. N- Is for Naliah a.k.a. Nally, why is this world so cruel, some nights I stay up wishing that you would hurry and get better. O- Is for Oscar, I do think that we were a little harsh on you when it came down to your height. But you would have never been our chibi friend. P- Is for Pam, even though you like everyone to call you by your first name, the “A” was already taken. Maybe next time. But still you remind me of watching the sunset, staying up all night bashing your sister. I miss you cuzz. Q- Is for Quinelle, I hope that´s how it´s spelt. I know I didn´t ever learn how to spell your name. But, you will forgive me you always have, even when I forgot to catch you when we were practicing for the meet. R- Is for Rachel, you remind me of the story of the ugly duckling that turned out to be the most beautiful swan. I should have dated that duckling. S- Is for Sabrina, there are a lot of things that I can say about you, but I will just leave them with this one detail that I loved about you. How you could always find a fault in everything. You made me grow as an artist and as a student. Thanks for ratting me out to the teacher. T- Is for Thomas, yes you never got used to the fact that I´m bi, but I loved that you tried your best. Thanks for sticking through it when I came out. U- Is for you reading this, take a step back and breathe. V- Is for Vicente, I miss hearing you sing, I heard you graduated this year. I´m so proud of you. W- Is for William, you have been a very supportive cousin, I hope you keep helping my aunt and take care of the children. X- Is for Xander, I know it seems that I´ve forgotten your birth day, but it´s that I´ve been too busy apparently not busy enough to write a poem, but I know you will forgive me for not being able to log in and wish you a happy birth day. But don´t you worry I will see it that you get something ultra special just cause you are you. Y- Is for Yessery, there are days when I see you and wish I didn´t, cause I know that you´re looking for me to go running. But then there are days that I wish to be with you. I heard today that you´re leaving me, and I can´t take it. You where my first inspiration to lose weight. Z- Is for Zack, even though we haven´t met in real life it´s as if I´ve known you my whole life. You cannot believe how many times, you kept me from sliding my mom’s kitchen knife across my wrists.
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You´re like getting caught in the rain, At first you think OH GOD, Then you start enjoying it, And the more you stay in it, the more you want to lean your head towards the sky. I miss getting caught in the rain, Where has my rain cloud gone?
Tags: Inuderf83 Love Poetry Poem Getting God
I have a great list of phobias that well I would like to share, cause part of getting over a phobea is sharing it or accepting it. So I have Agateophobia, Agliophobia, Agoraphobia, Aichmophobia, Amnesiphobia, Apotemnophobia, Athazagoraphobia, Claustrophobia, Cleithrophobia, Dermatophobia, Equinophobia, Hadephobia, Harpaxophobia, Hippophobia, Hobophobia, Trypanophobia. "A man who has been in danger,
When he comes out of it forgets his fears,
And sometimes he forgets his promises."
---- Euripides - Iphigenia in Tauris (414-12 BC)
"Men fear death as children fear to go in the dark."
---- Francis Bacon
"The only thing we have to fear is fear it'self - nameless, unreasoning, unjustified, terror which paralyzes needed efforts to convert retreat into advance."
---- FDR - First Inaugural Address, March 4, 1933
"A good scare is worth more to a man than good advice."
---- Edgar Watson Howe - Country Town Sayings (1911) Courage is not the lack of fear but the ability to face it."
---- Lt. John B. Putnam Jr. (1921-1944)
Tags: Inuderf83 Phobia Scar
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