Dammit!!!i hate this my life i goin down hill...i feel like i wanna kill myself now...cuz my dad is in the hospital,my boyfriend that i luv sooo much broke up with me....and school starts soon...and one of my bandmates is movin away....can i kill myself?......well.....watever..........i don't know wat to do with my life........i think im gonna leave drawingnow.com permantently now........tell me ur thoughts.....idk wat to do............