Axel woke up late one night, feeling cold and lonely. His bed was empty, no beautiful, spike-haired blonde next to him.
'I miss him... Too much...'Axel though. 'But I have Rox now... I can't have both.'
Axel's face turned down, ashamed at how he wanted both the Melodious Nocturne and the Keyblade Wielder. How he wished he could have both, but knew he couldn't.
He heard noise down the hall and decided to go see what it was. His thoughts were depressing him.
As he got closer to the sound he realized is was singing. Demyx's singing.
"It never crossed my mind at all
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out..."
Axel sat teary eyed,head leaned back against the wall, as he listened to the sound of Demyx's voice and the sad, melodic tune of the Sitar he was plucking at.
'I never knew he could sing...' Axel closed his eyes, willing the tears not to fall as he realized he knew little to nothing about the musician playing inside the room.
"Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me wh, I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you..."
The tears flowed down across porcelain white cheeks, wetting the triangle like marks on Axel's face.
He tried to wipe the tears from his face, failing miserably, as he listened to Demyx sing the next part of the sad song.
"Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure out.
Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little to not over you."
Tears flowed down harder, making tiny rivers, as Axel still tried to wipe them away
'Why did I not realize... how much he really felt... how much he cared?' His thoughts kept coming and going, the next more depressing than the last.
Axel couldn't take it anymore. Standing up, he walked into the black and blue room. Looking around, he located his Nocturne sitting on his bed, Sitar help up, red eyed and hair flat.
"Dem..-"
"Don't call me that." Demyx interrupted him.
"Demyx... What happened in here? To you?" Axel's face was full of sympathy, his eyes softening at the sight of the blonde.
"You happened." Demyx's hard, emotionless voice made Axel flinch.
"...I really did this...?"
"Why do you even have to ask?"
The way the normally happy blonde was acting reminded Axel of Zexion. The emo was either hanging around Demyx more or somehow they switched bodies because of Vexen.
"How could me breaking up with you, make you act like... act like Zexion?" Axel shouted, not meaning to be as loud as he was.
This time Demyx flinched, his eyes saddening."I didn't realize I was acting like that... but why do you care, let alone why ask me that? You never knew how I felt about you, unless you never cared?"
"Of course I knew you liked me, and I definitely cared! I would have never thought that you, who had a little crush on me, would do this to yourself..." Axel was disappointed in the musician.
"Liked you? Axel I'm in love with you! And besides, you left me for that Keyblade Wielder... I wouldn't of cared if it was anyone else, but why him? Why him?"
"What's wrong with Roxas?"
Demyx stared at Axel menacingly. "We look almost exactly alike... You could have been using me, since I look like him, thinking I was him the whole time, then realizing since I wasn't, that you'd rather have the original."
"You really think I would do that to you? I would never even think about doing that... ever."
Axel looked at Dem's face, his non-existent heart breaking a little more each time a tear fell.
"Dem... Please don't cry over me. It kills me on the inside."
"I thought you said we didn't have hearts? Why say so now?"
"Because you're my proof of having a heart, you're MY Melodious Nocturne, my musician... I love you Dem..."
The tears flowed down Demyx's face faster. Unable to stop them, or wipe them away, he just hid his face behind wet hands.
Axel walked over to him, uncovering his face and hugged him. He held him, finally feeling warmth come back to his cold skin, in a way that said 'I'll never let you go again, for as long as we both live."
They held each other for a few minutes, until they heard the door creak open, as someone walked in.
"Demyx have you see-" The boy's voice cut off at the scene before him.
Both males turned around to see another blonde, staring wide-eyed at them, eyes already starting to leak that dreaded salty water.
"Roxas... it's not what it looks like, I promise." Axel tried to explain to the current person in his life.
Roxas didn't answer, but ran out of the room, tears following after as he ran.
Axel got up to run after him, but realized what he had said to Demyx just moments before.
He turned his head back to look at him, "Dem..."
"Don't expect me to be waiting for you to come back, because I won't be this time..." Dem's head was bowed, not wanting to look at Axel.
"But-"
"It's him or me, Axel. You can't have both."
Axel was torn. He loved Roxas AND Demyx, but the mullet-blonde was right. You couldn't have whatever you wanted in life He had to choose, and he chose the Keyblade Wielder.
"I'm sorry..." And with those last two word, he left, chasing after Roxas.
"That was the last chance I could give to you..."
That was a few days before Demyx had to go on his mission to defeat a spiky-brown haired Keyblade Wielder. It was a few days before the Sitar player would die... leaving the world forever.
Axel still heard, remembered clearly, the last words Demyx spoke, since he had come to help too late. The last words Demyx spoke to the world were:
"It's pretty funny... losing to Roxas in life, losing Axel to him, and now losing my life to his somebody.. I love you Axel, I really do..."
That was the last thing Axel heard him say, and it broke the heart he finally had...
I had You
I loved You
And I gave it all away.
I'm a mess
And really depressed.
I Miss You.
You never knew how much my love went on,
I can't believe I went wrong.
I know you deserve someone so much better,
but please just know,
I'll Love You Forever...
~Love Kills~
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Okay! So the poem above was made by me. And this is probably my only story I can really post here, because! All my other ones are innappropriate. I would like feedback from you people. Thanks! 
(And NO this is not the best fanfiction/song fic I've written. If you would like to read my others please go to
http://www.fanfiction.net/~blindyaoialchemist
thank you very much)
Tags: Axel Demyx Akudemy
Name:Tsuki Yoru
Age:15
D.O.B:October 31st,1994
Family:Younger sister(alive),younger brother(deceased),older brother(alive)mom & dad(both deceased)
Role:15-year-old 11th grade high school student
Job:Helps kids with school(doesn't really have a job)
Crush:None,no one comes near her
Likes:Black,blood,dark clothes,Knives & blades,her brother,drawing anime and other things,snakes,lighting,wolves,foxes,most wild animals,Kingdom Hearts,vampires,demons(like werewolves and all those kinda kewl creatures)
Dislikes:Her little sister,most people at her school,school itself,work,bright colors(like pink),Twilight(she thinks sparkly vampires are stupid),preps,people who think highly of themselves(like bitches),her brother's girlfriend
Fears:Almost nothing except thunder(she can't stand the loud noise)
Demon:Not yet a demon but lots of teenagers believe she decends from one and is either the Devil's follower or is kissed by death.
Deathday: --
Story:Tsuki Yoru is a 15-year-old 11th grader who people describe as 'EMO'.She doesn't label herself though.Teenagers say she was kissed by the dead/demon's daugher & tell their siblings to stay away from the 'cursed child'.Her parents died when she was around 5 infront of her and a lot of people say it's her fault.She has a 13-year-old sister who she hates..literally hates.She also has an 18-year-old brother who tries to support them but normally leaves all the work to Tsuki.She hates preppy people and light colors.She thinks her brothers girlfriend is really snobby and just uses him for fun and games.You'll find out more about her if you read the story
Tags: Blood Death
Chapter Two
That afternoon we went to Nicole's house for lunch."So what are we going to eat for lunch Nicole?"
"We are going to have chicken and fried rice.Is that ok?"
"Yea it's fine."Paige and I said after getting,Star,Nicole's cat off the kitchen counter.
When Nicole's mom finished warming up our lunch we sat down at the kitchen table."So guys what's in the bag?"I asked when i finished my lunch.
"Well Paige and i were going to show you but we decided not to."Nicole said.
"Because it might upset you."Paige put in.We all started to argue.
After about twenty-five minutes we stopped and sat down.
"Sorry we just can't tell you right now Karin."Paige said.
"I know.I'm sorry i got all mad.I just want to know so bad."
"We understand.It's like when it's almost your birthday and you wanna know what you got so badly."
"Alright thanks.I'll try to stop begging you guys."I start to pet Star.
"Thank you ."
"No problem."I said and we all sat there quietly, but we didn't know why.
Fifteen minutes later me and Paige got up.
"Nicole we need to go."
"Yea sorry Nicole I have a party to go to."
"Ok Karin."
"Hey wait a second.Is it Carly Higgen's party?
"Yea.Why?"
"Because we were invited as well."
"Oh then you guys can get ready and meet we there."I said.
"Ok Karin.We'll meet you there."They said at the same time.
An hour later I walked home with Paige.
"So Paige waht are you going to wear?"
"I can't tell you that."
"Why?"
"I want it to be a surprise."
"Oh fine"I wanted to so badly stick my tongue out at her like a first grader.
We walked the rest of the way back to our houses in silence.I walked into my house and before I knew it i was on the floor picking up the knives my mother dropped on the ground.I didn't look where I placed my hand and one of the sharp knives stabbed part way into my thumb.
"Ow!"I screamed as I took the knife out of my thumb.I watched the blood ooze out.
My mom ran into the room a few minutes after i screamed."Honey,are you ok?"She asked.I show her my finger.
"What do you think?"I looked at her.She walks over and takes a look at my finger.
"That knife was drivin kinda deep. And I thought you said you liked that kind of stuff."
"Well i do and I don't.Its not like I've actually cut myself before."I keep watching the blood come out of my finger.A bit of enthusiasm in my eyes.
"I'll go get something for it.Here-"She wraped a kitchen towl around my finger."that should stop the blood mostly."She ran into the bathroom and graped the miniture First-Aid kit.
"Ow."I said a bit loudly."That hurts and you need to hurry I have a party to go to."
"I know,I know.Just stop complaining."We sat there for about ten mintutes.
"There it's finshed."
"Thanks Mom."
"Your welcome"
"I'm just lucky your a nurse"I said.
"Yea you are"She said enthusiasticly.
"Well i got to go get ready and then head out.I have to meet Nicole and Paige,but I should call and tell them I'm gonna be a bit late."
"Good idea."My Mom went back to cleaning the rest of the knives up so I wouldn't get hurt again.
"Just make sure you don't get hurt becuase I don't know how to fix it."I laughed.
"I know.I won't get hurt."
"Ok."And with that I ran up the stairs as fast as my legs would carry me.
It was late at night when i stop infront of the old,black gate.You can hear laughing,howling,and even some screaming.I go to open the door but I feel a cold hand on my shoulder and hear the person whisper,"Don't do it!".I stoped.I was scared out of my mind.I had never known anyone to ever come here,but still this dark,cold figure made me feel calm like nothing was wrong."Who are you?",I said."You don't recognize your own friends?",she said."Friends?",I said."Yea it's Paige and I",said the figure."Oh Nicole,Paige!I didn't think you would've come with me here."I said.My friends didn't want me to go into the gate,they talked me out of going in.So we left.
The next morning we all went to Victorian's Breakfeast Bar for a quick bite to eat."Hey Nicole, Paige why didn't you want me to go in?"."Because we've heard storys about seventeen year olds who go in that gate and never come out.",they both blurted out at the same time."Ok,Ok."i said."I will try to stay away from it.".After that we said nothing to eachother for the rest of breakfeast.
After we all finished eating,we went to,Magicians And Demons,our favorite store."So my best customers are back."said,Mr.Gemini,the owner of this store."Yea we've come back but not to buy stuff,we have a couple of questions and we expect you to know since your store is called Magicians And Demons."I cut right to the chase and told him straight out."What do you mean Karin?"he asked me."What i mean is can you tell us anything about that old gate in the darkest part of town?"i asked him.''Well yes I could but what do you want to know?".Mr.Gemini was harder then a bucket of bults when it came to getting answers."I want to know all that you know about it and i want the answers explained and now please."I told him flat out."Well that explains why you always shop in the demon part of the store."he mumbled. "Well first things first.Nicole,Paige do you want to know about any of this."They both shook their heads.What friends they are."Well since you don't i'll take Karin in the back and explain."he told them."Ok Mr.Gemini."
He took me to the back of the store and pointed to the couch for me to sit down."I'll tell you since you have to know."he said as he sat down on the chair infront of me."It all started when my son,Chase,turned seventeen years old."he began.Oh no just what Nicole and Paige told me at breakfeast."He wanted to know all about witches and warlocs and stuff.So he thought that it would be a great idea for him and a few of his friends to go around the old gate.They thought they might see some stuff coming out or going in.They didnt see anything go in or come out but they did find themselves inside the gate."He kept talking."They started looking around.They found all sorts of neat things.They found witches,warlocs,flying pigs,even a few dragons.So they decided to look at the creatures around them,but they coudn't see anything different about all these creatures than the human itself.Except that is that they were magic."As he kept talking I saw sadness in his eyes."How do you know all this Mr.Gemini?"I asked him."Be quit and i'll tell you."he said quickly."Sorry."He kept on about what his son saw and that he tried to take a baby dragon home as a pet."What an idiot."I thought."Three days later my wife and I got a little worried about where Chase was,so we called the police and they started looking for him.At first we had thought he was staying at a friends house but boy were we wrong."He starts crying a little bit as he keeps talking."His Girlfriend,Jennifer,knocked on our door two days later.Her clothes were torn,hair messed up,scratches and blood marks everywhere on her body.We told her to sit down and she did as we said.She told us everything."His eyes were wet and i could see tear stains on his face."What did she tell you?"I asked a bit worried about if I should've asked him or not."She told us that when he tried to get the baby dragon its mother came up and looked at her with anger.It stomped right over to Jennifer and tried to hurt her but Chase came to her protection.All his friends had left and he was all alone to defend her.The mother dragon used flames and flashed around with fury trying to hurt her,but instead of hitting Jennifer it hit Chase and had killed him.So we told the police to stop looking,that we had found out he was killed.Jennifer went to her mom and hasn't come out of her house since that day she told us about what happened."Tears rolled down his cheeks once again."You don't have to tell me anymore i can see that you in pain telling me this story."I said trying to comfort him."Thank you Karin."
We walked back out into the store and Nicole and Paige were sitting in two chairs holding three bags of stuff they wanted."Oh my gosh guys you want all of that?"I asked in amazement."Not all of it is ours we got some stuff for you."They said happily."Thanks"I told them in return."So how much is it Mr.Gemini?"I asked him as he rung the last item up."Well it's fifty-two dollars and twenty-five cents."He told us."Wow thats a lot."I sounded astonished."Well since you are my best customers and sorta like my family."he looks at me"i'll buy it for you."He said with a smile"Thanks"We all said as we walked out the door and saw that it was around noon-time which meant time for lunch.
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