My only consolation is a lie
The apex of my consequence is dying here tonight
Winter hasn't ended and it always looks like rain
I can't remember anything

Inside the absolution, we succumb
And appetites are bittersweet I think I'm going numb
A chance to give up Avarice has marked my one regret
The child of burning time is gone
he hasn't come back yet

Before I tell my story please consider who I am
I missed my window years ago, I'm doing all I can
A tragedy is commonplace but in the end they go away
my skin is still the only stain I'm left to wear in shame

I cut my name into my heart, still I tear it all apart
I beg you burn me away, I won't become your hero just to fight the life I saved
Burn me away, I won't give up tommorow just to lose it all today

I burn away...

My isolation is my course
The effect it has on life itself is a cancer on its source
I rue the moments spent between the fetish and the flame
Until this war is over I won't ever lose my rage

I cut my name into my soul, I guess I'll never know
I beg you... burn me away...
I won't become your hero just to fight the life I saved
Burn me away
I won't give up tommorow just to lose it all today

Burn me away, I wont become your hero just to fight the life I saved
Burn me away, I wont give up tommorow just to lose it all, lose it all today

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My life starts here
in a tornado
i had many fears
it just goes to show

I was sent here
they said
to destroy that fear
but now im pretty much dead

They came for me
but they never got it
i started to flee
but i fell into a black pit

i started there
lying dead
like i said
i still had one fear

If you really know me
you will see
that theres something else
inside of me

I have a way with words
as you can see
i never desiceve
thats all you've heard

I broke many souls
started a friend
she was the one
that will stay till the end

She's on my list
of friends on here
i stopped making fists
shes the cure
for my fear

im out of that pit
all thanks to her
now im different
things start to stir

believe me
i know what i do
i cried and cried
thats how i got through

you cant break me
you cant touch me
im not a fake
it goes on as such and such

well now you know
shes the one
who had the cure
to one fear of mine
and it was her

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Cry and let it all out.
Know you are alone.
While maybe I’m not feeling it at this second,
I, too, at times feel lonely.
Some days I can take it.
Others I can more.
I question our existence.
I question “the master plan.”
I feel I will be alone in dark forever.
I’m envious of those that have it all
And wonder do they know they will bleed.
I have fears of love, and love for death.
I fear that once I have it, I may not be able to hold it.
I fear I will appreciate it.
I try to stay optimistic about life.
And for the most part I hate.
Yet, I still have to question the emo-tion of love.
It an illusion.
Is it true?
It is a pollutant.
Why does my heart arc?
Then I stop and think and realize I’m still alone.
There are others out there that feel the same.
The world is still big.
Maybe one day I won’t be alone.

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