There was this evil guy with a chain
He always cauzed me huge amounts of pain
I would cry in the corner
blood splurted everywear

But the time has come for me to disapear
I would turn into an empty soul
And be mixed with the coal
I would turn into dust
Come apart of the earth
If i must

Im sick of this shame and pain
So why not kill me
Ill go down to my knees and beg
I dont want this life anymore
let me lay in peace
I would rather be dead

You can shoot off my head
Or stab me instead
As long as i die
I will be fine

But yet you keep me cornered
You bring me to pain
You dont let me die
Or set a flame

You want me too suffer
But not disapear
I have yet to learn
Why im still here.

I should be dead...


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My life was taken away,

by the evil guy with the chain.

It was raining, and I

Was retreating, from the man who couuld of killed me.

Blood drips from  my arms,

which will soon turn to scars.

Why dose everyone hate me?

For who I am and how I live?

Its not my fault.

My world is always torn apart, by a man who has no heart.

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Tears of the sky

 Tears of a lie

Tears to cry I think i might die

The day of Death

The day u left
The day i cried

The day i wished i wasn alive

I lost you

Now im in two

Pain and shame is part of the game

but to gain the same u must brake the chain

so my dark soul will get out of me

push 123 to set me free

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Mortal? Or Vampire? Or is it half moral half vampire?

At 18

Bella marrying Edward

and Edward

17 forever.

The honeymoon.

On island Esme

Bella, now, pregnant.

A surprise

That they thought was impossible.

So fragile,

almost

killing

Bella from

the inside out.

Vampires were inquisitive

Searching for answers

Afraid of the myth

Of the stories

About the baby

Who rips out of its

Mother’s belly

 With No survivors

Drinking blood is never fun

but to save the daughter or the son

Still a human

It’s not much fun.

Cup of blood tipping over

Spilling out on the couch and floor,

Bella Screeching in pain and horror,

Suffocating child within her,

Delivery time can’t wait.

True to the myth Renesmee ripped Bella’s stomach

Bella blind, dieing, near to her end

Edward’s love, saving with a new, vampire in the house.

Both survived that delivery.

Bella walking in the woods hunting with her daughter

Half mortal Renesmee

Who learned everything fast and look like a 1 year old

Even though she was only a couple of months

Bella let her get a head start

 So Renesmee could surprise

Bella with the elk she caught

Glass shattered on the floor

with the news

of the voultrin

Bella protecting Renesmee

knowing what will happen.

Having witnesses come from

far and near.

All convinced by the child.

With Alice and Jasper who ran away

Bella learned

 her power

A shield

Good for a war

 if it shall happen.

No war had come that day

just only a few powers

that struck Bella’s impressive shield.

And the return of

 Alice and Jasper

there loving family

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At 18

Bella marrying Edward

And Edward

17 forever.

The honeymoon.

On Esme Island

Bella now pregnant

A surprise

That they thought was impossible

So fragile

Almost

Killing

Bella From

the inside out.

Vampires were inquisitive

Searching for answers

Afraid of the myth

Of the stories

About the baby

Who rips out of its

Mother’s belly

 With No survivors

Drinking blood is never fun

But to save the daughter or the son

Still a human

It’s not much fun

Cup of blood tipping over

Spilling out on the couch and floor

Bella Screeching in pain and horror

Suffocating child within her

Delivery time can’t wait

True to the myth Renesmee ripped Bella’s stomach

Bella blind, dieing, near to her end

Edward’s love saving with a New vampy in the house

Both survivor that delivery

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Like they left oday for georgia o go back to there hood and like they stoped to get gas and meh sister liz when to get food or pay for the gas inside or somethin and locked the keys in the car and like el meh step bro was putting in gas And theres a 10 month baby in the car locked in it And now im really pist and yea they called the cops and they wouldnt do anythin so now meh dad has to go get them and there freezing cuz like there from dowwn  south and dam there idiots i gotta curse at dem

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ok my launguage teacher is also my homeroom teacher and i had to bring a winter coat to school and she made me put it on and i told her i didnt want to and she made me almost miss my bus then today i shoved it in my locker and she made me put it on and im not even her child and it was so hot today even though it is winter but like im starteing to get pist off at her Aghhh im gonna punch her (stupid dumb as teacher)

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I hold your letter in my frozen hand
The last line was long as long as it burns my look carries on
With every word another feeling dies
I'm left here in the dark
No memories of you
I close my eyes

It's killing me
We die when love is dead
It's killing me
We lost a dream we never had
The world in silence should forever feel alone
Cause we are gone & we will never overcome
It's over now

Vultures are waiting for what's left of us
What can we take?
It all has no worth if we lose our trust
They're coming closer, want me & you
I can feel their claws
Let me go now
Try to break free

It's killing me
We die when love is dead
It's killing
We lost a dream we never had
The world in silence should forever feel alone
Cause we are gone & we will never overcome
It's over now
Now, now
It's over now
Now, now,
It's over now
It's over now
It's over now

Vultures are waiting for what's left of us
Taking the last of you & the last of me.

It's killing me
We die when love is dead
It's killing me
We lost a dream we never had
The world in silence should forever feel alone
Cause we are gone & we will never overcome
It's over now
Now, now
It's over now
Now, now
It's over now
It's over now

-Tokio Hotel-

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Slyvia was walking through the woods to get away from her family which has been having problems. Walking in the woods she sees a person up a head against a tree crying. She comes a littel closer to visualize that it was a bot about her age but she coluldnt see his face. As i move closer he looks up and holds in the tears that he has i look at him then start to walk away then he says hello, my name is Nathen whats yours? My answer was Slyvia. I walk away farther into the woods but Nathen follows me. I turn around to ask him what he wanted then we both saw the moon it was red like blood dripping from our skin. I run into the cave and he runs after me i reach a dead end and sit in the corner.He sits next to me and can tell that i am terrifide. He hugs me to make me calm down a littel i put my head down. I nerver told you this but he was a handsome boy. He staris out the cave and watches what would happen and as pick up my head there was a red flash and screams all around came. i stand up to go back out but he pulls me back down and i fall into his lap and he says "it is not safe to go out side wait till morning." That night i could bearly sleep and neither could Nathen. Morning finally comes and i walk outside to see what happened and everything was silent and there werent any signs of humans or anything all we could hear were the sounds of animals. At that very moment i knew that it was gonna be a moment in my life that i realize nuttin is worse in the world than this.

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