I CANT SEEM TO POST MY DRAWINGS.!! IM NOT SURE WHY!! IT ALWAYS SAYS ITS ABOUT THE FILE SIZE THAT EXCEEDS, THEN THERE IS ANOTHER MESSAGE AT THE BOTTOM ABOUT THE SITE DONT POST 'BAD' PHOTOS/DRAWINGS.. IM SURE I DIDNT VIOLATE ANY OF THOSE. I TRIED POSTING A VERY SMALL DRAWING.. NO. ITS NOT EVEN A DRAWING. JUST A LITTLE FILE I MADE FROM MSPAINT SO I CAN MAKE SURE THAT THE SIZE DONT EXCEED FROM THE LIMIT SIZE. NOW, I CANT STILL UPLOAD IT, WHATS WRONG??? DID I VIOLATE SOMETHING???? HELP ME PEOPLE!! PLEASE.. TELL ME WHATS WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I have so unfinished sketches, but I got bored (or impatient?) to make the job done.
What I've been doing this past few days (and today) is reading manga.
Yeah, the manga. can't seem to get enough of it. I got this lists of mangakas I really really like so when I am bored or have this urge to read mangas, I can look for their mangas.
What I like the most (right now), is Takada Rie. I dont know if one of her mangas is made into anime, but my gawd, everytime I read her mangas, I always ended up giggling and laughing hysterically in front of the monitor (I always control my laughter coz my customers might freak out,LOL!
I brought a drawing book today and pen so I can take tips on her drawings, esp. those cute chibi ones, and those funny expressions of her characters (esp. the girls).
Now while Im writing this, Im itching to draw something, hmm.. be right back. 
I can still remember what my classmate told me when we were at six grade. I was happily telling her about Yuyu Hakusho, the first anime I have ever seen. It was aired in a TV station here in my country, and I never miss any episode of it. I also started to watch other animes and fell in love about anime. Then she told me that, one day, when I grow up, I will stop liking anime or cartoons. 
She said in a very serious tone,'Meralyn, you'll stop liking 'kingkoy' (thats what we call anime or cartoons) when you will be around 2nd or 3rd year in highschool. You will be busy thinking about boys and dresses.'
And I was like,"What?! Are you sure?!!", accompanied by a very horrible look on my face, I dreaded my 2nd or 3rd year in high school will come. I was asking myself, why do I have to grow up? 
That night I pray to God that my hearts desire will not stop, I did not pray to God not to grow up... He might take me seriously.
Well, now, Im 21, and, God heard my prayers, I'm still into anime, cartoons or kingkoy whatsoever. Im not so crazy about boys, nor dresses.
I dont like dresses, just jeans and this cute blouses. Hmm, Anyway, I think I dont look good in dresses. Too girly.
Now, Im mature enough to think and conclude that I'll be an anime/manga/cartoons/kingkoy addict for the rest of my life.
And no one can change my mind about that.
Whew!! I havent made any drawings this past weeks, I was not in the mood again. Duh! I cant draw anything, Im frustrated coz I cant draw, but when I draw, Im frustrated with what I draw!! geez!! I pray for all the positive energy and all that positive (whatever) come to me!!