i get angry real easy, its best not to mess with me, im only nice to people who are my actual friends and those who are nice to me. i love to draw and im trying to make a manga. im goth and a les and if you have a problem with that either deal with it or just leave me alone, dont say nothin insulting to me.
if im ever depressed(usually im always depressed) i hide it from all my friends and family and look like i have a happy life when really i dont at all, i dont want anyone to worry little old me, im not worth the worry
if im ever depressed(usually im always depressed) i hide it from all my friends and family and look like i have a happy life when really i dont at all, i dont want anyone to worry little old me, im not worth the worry
heh im alwways depresed but either way i deal with it idk hehe its funny how life is so stupid well just wanted to say hi you seem pretty nice :P
That cry for help's not really all that subtle. Let me give you the advice that I really wish someone had given me. Being a teenager sucks. For everyone. Some manage to get through it at least in public, and others don't. Your body chemistry is partialy to blame. Not because it's making you sad, but because it is making things harder to deal with. An adult has the ability to deal with a lot more than a teen because the chemicals in the adult brain are sorted out.
Everythign I'm sayign will most likely be ignored because depression is like being posessed. There is an active part of your brain workign against you and it really wants to survive so it will do whatever it has to in order to keep you depressed. Including turning you against anyone who is trying to help.
To this day, if you need physical therapy on a knee you sprained playing football, you're a tough guy. But if you need mental therapy, even simple counseling, you're crazy. Damaged. All talk of it is awkward, the subject of jokes to be made when they're well out of earshot. So the stigma keeps us at home, quietly accepting that there's something wrong with us. Something shameful.
The reality is that seeing somebody about depression (or anxiety, or anything else) is no harder than going to see a doctor about that rash on your butt. Yeah, it's awkward and intrusive but you get over it, you don't just freaking let it spread until you're bedridden. You call, you make an appointment, you see what needs done.
Shake off that shame you feel about needing help before it murders you.
First, I go to Playlist.com. Then, I sign up (yes, you have to join in order to put your playlist on your profile so that you can save your playlist). I search for songs I like, then I add them to my playlist by clicking on the + sign on the icon next to the song and the artists' name. When I'm done, I save it by clicking 'embed' on the playlist. Then I change the Playlist Configuration settings, then I click on a button 'Get Code'. Then I copy the code and paste it on my profile by going to My Accounts>Settings>Profile Settings and I paste it to any box I want (e.x. About Me, Music). Then I save the profile settings. Hope it helps. :3
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