as you can tell frm the title i am still waiting but the question is for wot well i gess thts Why? ur reading this blog

well late ly i wrote a song called a lingering dream but after that i was still waiting for my angel to awnser on what she tought of my song

and its killing me insde not knowing what she things its literaly sucking my life away

i havnt been able to sleep nd my head is full of wot if she dont like it

i had to write a peice of corsework to day i got six pages of the same sentence wot if she does not like it and never tlks to me

i dont no if i will live much long because of this in some sence my life has already ended

i cnt think eat or sleep so i am think now Why? did i show her this, have i lost all will to live should i just take my life or should i just try kill the pain bydrawing or writeing another song