Hi everyone. This is my latest experience and has been occurring to me for the past three days and with all honesty, left me scared. I have no idea what this experience means and despite how ludicrous and inane it may seem, it has occurred to me and has made a significant impact on my personality and well-being.
I first noted something suspicious when my mum, my brother, my grandmother and my grandfather (both on my dad’s side) and I visited my dad’s grave on the 19th. This is a customary tradition my family has upheld ever since the untimely death of my dad. Anyway, after we finished paying our respects to him, we placed beside his tombstone, a bouquet of flowers. Almost immediately, I felt a cold rush of wind hit my face and I stumbled back and fell down. I was carrying my brother so he fell alongside me and twisted his ankle. This was how powerful the wind was…. (the forecast for that day where I lived was fine with calm winds).
I felt a strange numbness and I began to feel a prickly tingling hotness that lasted for a while and almost immediately I felt strange thoughts creep into my mind. Thoughts of immense hatred and inexplicable rage. I felt an insatiable, voracious lust to hurt my loved ones and myself. It was horrible and so compelling, but fortunately only lasted for minutes at the most, but would inevitably return again. I heard voices in my head too; faint whispers but audible at times. This has never occurred to me. These voices almost implore me to act malevolently and to aspire to sin.
But despite these small occurrences, the worst ones have occurred at night, for the past two days. At exactly around 2:57 am (around the time, when the police officers said they found my dad’s body) I’d wake to see a leering, grotesque creature stand alongside my bed. I’d feel paralyzed. The creatures were spindly and thin and had pointed ears and oval eyes and serrated teeth with blood stains on them. They almost seemed, like something out of a movie. The bodies intermingled with the darkness,yet their outlines were clearly visible and they had red eyes. These demons would give a raucous screech, like a witch cackling. I’d feel a strange current running through me and I’d be paralyzed, unable to move.
These creatures repeatedly touched my genital areas and (forgive me for the next few vulgar descriptions) started to rub my innate part and play with it. I believe they were female because of their cackle and curved (albeit spindly) figures and they had the outlines of female mammary glands too and a loin cloth over their genitals. These creatures would constantly scratch me and I’d wake with blood on my bed, open wounds and semen on my mattress. I tried praying to god, in my head, but every time I did they’d laugh and say ‘He can’t hear you. He doesn’t want you. You are nothing to him.’
These experiences lasted for, at the most 10 minutes, but they seemed like eternity. In the end, a white figure would appear at my bed and they’d let out an ear-splitting scream and would depart. I’m not all that knowledgeable in the field of demonology but I believe they are succubus. I’ve tried everything to make them disappear, but my attempts have been redundant. I blessed my room with holy water and have slept with a bible underneath and have clutched statues and pictures of Jesus and the blessed virgin Mary, and they’ve only been occurring for two nights.
I’ve started to become more cruel and irrespective of others, particularly my best friend, whom I’ve been behaving in an ill, foul manner towards. She’s a girl and is really pretty and I said awful things to her which she didn’t expect from me, and she’s upset at me. My mum is angry at me, my brother is reluctant to talk to me. Only my grandparents suspect something supernatural, but they are reluctant to say it to me.
I got into a fight with a boy at school and I ended up breaking his nose and giving him a black eye and in return have suffered several bruises on my waist, which accumulated with the pain of the wounds, have left me unable to jump. (I can jump, but a searing hotness subsequently follows as my waist and mid-section is elevated).
I really need help with this, because I don’t want to be a bad person or do something I’d regret. I haven’t touched the computer since this experience has occurred. Even as I’m typing this I feel trepidation envelope me and feel as though I’m being penetrated by some unseen eyes. With sincerity Alpha
Sent in by Alpha, Copyright 2008