poem

Try big time sad. I'm waiting and waiting until I cry my eyes out...I hate you but miss you so much. I can't stand it all the pain is drained but all the hurt is there. There's no sense at all that you won't hurt me again. You promise and promise that you'll never hurt me again but you always do....I seem to know your tricks with me now and I won't allow it. I'd stay with my sis(fliryfreckles12) until you die and move back in. I'll live in a house where I was hurt and scared. I'll open my closet and stand inside remembering what you did to me. It hurts me even now when your gone and will not bother me...No more drugs? I hope. No more beatings? I don't think so....Every once in a while I'll get hurt just by you and it'll be because of your stupid drugs.