Ok, so one day i went to a sleepover at my church and i saw this girl from my school that i just met the day of and we were like besties! so like we were making gingerbreads and stuff and after that my group leader was all like ok get your stuff ready while you still have energy to spare, so we did. I wanted to sleep next to the girl i just met ,Brooke, and I promised the girl i'm fighting with ,cathleen, that i would sleep next to her , but i didnt cuz and i told her we were sleeping over here and she totally just BOMBED! this was last month early DECEMBER! the 12. and we are still fighting! and it's Jan. 7. Plus we carpool she keeps giving my friends and i dirty looks and then she comes up and fights again! she wants to fight i swear! I watched this Rob Bel guy from my church and he said to forgive, but I don't think i can. I've known her since 3rd grade right? and she knows my dakest secrets from back then and the darkest one. I'll tell you. In 4th grade i cut. She told the Principal. I told her not to tell anyone! but she betrayed me and lied to me for 3 years! 3 YEARS! how can i ever forgive her? she betrayed me. and word got out to the whole school. She said she Promised! she wouldn't tell a soul. That's why I just can't.
