Anime and depressesd life

 its kinda sad but all i usually think about is anime , at school  anime, at home, anime, outside anime I guess for me the real life is to hard and unfair when something becomes hard i tend to wish that i was an anime chara. living in a anime world and my family always thinks that I'm depressed I'm always sad my mom thinks that I need help because I rarely talk to people and I'm always hiding in my room in the dark' I like heavy metal songs...