Well my cat has been put to sleep like a lot of you recommended and as of now the house just doesn't seem like home. I miss my cat a lot and I don't know what day we put him to sleep as I don't want to remember the day he died. I can only say I will forever remember he died on the month of my birthday. It just feels too empty without a cat to meow at you, want attention and want to play tag (As he was known for hitting you with his paw after he chased you then run away), or to be there when you're crying your eyes out (which I do alot being the depressed one of the family).
I can truely say I feel alone as my cat Cody was the only pet we had. I feel kinda upset as I never said goodbye to him before my mom took him to get put to sleep. I couldn't quite say goodbye then as I just couldn't speak. My mom was suppose to pick up his paw print, but I can only guess she forgot as it's been days later. I'm at the point of screaming my head off but nothing comes out. 
