when I finish packing and crying, Jacob and I head towards his house. I'm leaving everything behind. The only thing now is Jacob. We get into his house and he brings me up to a room.
"Here,Skylar. This is where I sleep and where you are going to sleep for a few days until I can get you another room."
I nod and put my things on the small couch sitting at the window. I then plop down on the couch beside the case and stare out the window. I think about my parents and if they died thinking I were safe. Even with all that's been going on and them not really caring about me I still miss them like hell. I feel a fingertip brush under my eye and see Jake standing above me. I didn't know I was crying until i felt the saltwater of the tears land on my lips.
"Scoot over." Jake whispers.
I shift to the side so he can sit beside me. Jacob sits next to me and pulls me to his chest.
"I don't want this,Jacob. These gifts inside me are ruining me. You told me to try to control my emotions-"
I'm cut off by little drolets forming above both of us. Great, I made it rain! Control the emotions,Sky. IN and OUT.
"Again I don't want this. My parents were all I had left,Jacob. If I didn't meet you I would have been fine. I wish I hadn't met you!"
I get up and run out of the room and into the bathroom and lock the door. Then I step into the shower with a pair of scissors from the cabin and turn the water on. I huddle in a corner and sit there for a few minutes sobbing. More droplets pour down on me. Anger boils raw in my core. I can't believe this all of this crap happening to me! Roland.Jacob. My parents. I'm so mad I make a 2 inch cut on my arm.
"Skylar!?!?! Open the door! What did you do to yourself?!"
"Leave me alone!! You did this to me! Made me this!" I sob out.
Even if the door was locked Jacob still got in. He looked....angry.
"Why are you doing this to yourself? Tell me,Skylar. Because I damn well know I don't know."
That's when my walls tumble. Leaving me breathless. The rain has stopped and only the shower runs. I sag against the marble walls and have Jacob catch me.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry."He says it over and over again. Then its black
DONE DONE!! BY KATE HAVE MORE LATER <3
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its a story i've been writing