I block reality from my sense, jumping in another world-who cares about my life? I'm being ignored by the outside world, I'm being ignored. I have no friends, so why should I even bother? In the internet I could be whoever I want to be, I could make new friends, I could do anything..EVERYTHING in the internet I can't do in reality. I'm happy in the internet, I wish I was living inside the computer so I could have forever joy in my life. I never smile at the outside, but in the internet I grin-I laugh-I have joy. Nobody even cares about my life at the outside, even I don't care. But in the internet, I could be forever happy.
The only thing worth meaning in my life is the computer. The internet-where I can show my true side rather then being extremely quiet and shy. Why should I care about reality? I'm suffocating it.
I can create anything, be anyone, post everything...even if people do care about me-it's too late.
( I just felt like typing this, this blog isn't going change my life though XD)
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