What happens when you feel completely and totally lost?
Like you don't know who you are anymore?
Well that's how I feel, Hopless. Like complete and utter worthlessness.
Have you ever felt sick to your stomach whenever you see a person or hear there name because you know things will never be the same between you two again?
I could sit here and lie and say I want nothing to do with him but that would be a waste of my time.
I'm sure he doesn't ever look at my profile and think, "If only" or "What if". I'm sure he doesn't look at my profile at all. Why should he? Why should I waste my time chasing after some thing that he has no faith in and that I am losing faith in? Why? A three letter word but it hold so many questions.
I want to be a different person I don't want to be me anymore. This girl quiet girl with brown hair and a round face, I don't want to be her. You don't want me to be her. You want me to be someone else. What you expected, beauty. I failed you.
