Almost exactly a year ago today, I moved to a new city. Leaving my old life behind. I didn’t really care about leaving the “friends” I had there. So I transfer to a new school. The first day there, outside. I meet a little small girl with bleach blonde hair named, Naomi. I don’t know if it was about 2 or 3 seconds of after swapping names we were jumping around the school black top like we’ve been friends for decades. After that day we became really good friends.
Then came the new year of 8th grade. Me and Naomi had every class together. As we were both happy about that. Naomi and I would hang out at her house and blast music and sing to the lyrics we knew to My Chemical Romance songs. Me and her were almost exactly like Frankie and Gerard.. I thought she was going to be that one best friend I had for life. The friend who would no doubt be my maid of honor at my wedding. I loved Naomi. I didn’t ever want to lose her.
Now it’s coming to the end of the school year. On Friday I just had a really bad day. Over thinking about my vocal solos I had the next morning. As I was really nervous, I started to get really cranky. Naomi was talking about Pierce the Veil and I didn’t really care for them. She made it into the biggest deal. So I just left to go talk to another friend of mine who I haven’t seen in a while. As I got home that day I got a text from Naomi saying;
“Are you mad at me?”
So I just ignore the message because I didn’t really know if I was or not. Then she messaged me on my tumblr saying this;
“Omigod dude are you mad at me??”
Again I ignore it. Then I go up to my room to try and sleep because I am really freakin tired and I had a solo the next day. Then my phone vibrates. Naomi trying to call me. So I ignore it.
She called me about 39 times and I ignored everyone and this is when I snapped. I texted Naomi trying to get her to stop but she wouldn’t. Then we got in this huge fight. Then I realized, Naomi used me for everything. She knew I was nice and she knew she could take advantage of that. I gave her everything I had to give her. I gave her clothes because her family was “poor” I would always listen to her bullshit. This one guy really liked me and I liked him but I hooked her and him up so she wouldn’t be sad over her ex from a long time ago. I gave her my phone for when she was grounded and wanted to text her boyfriend. I noticed, Naomi didn’t do jack shit for me. The only time I really needed her. That one time was when I went to a party and I ended up in the hospital and my mom had to call HER to ask what happened. Naomi didn’t even ask if I was okay. I was really mad at Naomi but then I forgave her and thought she would change.. but she didn’t. I threw my whole life away just to make her’s a little better. But no, I was too f*****g blind and stupid..
Later on Saturday morning, I hear the news that My Chemical Romance broke up. Mine and Naomi’s favorite band now broken up. Right after me and her were over. I can’t listen to them the same way. I cry whenever I hear their music. And whenever I sing their songs it’s not the same because Naomi isn’t singing along with me. And it makes me sad knowing that they’re never getting back together… and neither are me and Naomi. So it is so long.. and good night..
