Poem - I've tasted

I've tasted the bitterness of betrail
And the sweetness of my blood.
The only reason i embrace self-infliction,
Is because of you deceptive game.
You toy with peoples emotions and lives.
I'm just sick of living this never ending nightmare,
Where everything goes your way.
I don't even get a say in my own life.
Where the stiching of heartache unfolds before my eyes,
As hopelessness seaps out with a crimson glow.
I can't do anything but watch...
As sorrow chokes me with the blades of hatered.
With one false move.....
I'm dead!